Aishah feels like ripping her spoiled kidneys out and feeding it to the dogs.And replacing hers with theirs.

Sick thought.

But what the heck.

I’m beginning to get sick of people treating me like as if i’m a perfectly normal person just like everyone else.

Unless they don’t know me maybe.

I don’t really blame friends or outsiders.But family members?

They expect me to be the same as i was before.

Hello!!!

Reality check.

I am now classified as a SICK PERSON WHO REQUIRES DIALYSIS.

STOP comparing me with other people who DO NOT REQUIRE DIALYSIS.

Why do i need  to keep on cleaning up the room? I’m sick of hearing the room is messy. You haven’t seen my friends’ rooms yet. So stop comparing. So what if other people’s daughters my age are helping their mums with houseworkblah, blah,blah. I have dialysis every other day. You say you people are also tired. Your kind of tired id different from mine. You try doing your usual stuff everyday and then go for dialysis for 4 hours. You try that then if you are still energetic and can do all the housework then you can say all that to me.

Pissy