Whenever people ask me this question, “How are you?” I’ll be stumped and not know how to answer them. Should i answer like how it is or answer “i’m the same”. It’s always the latter. Yes, I may look fine on the outside. maybe even positively healthy, radiant and full of life. However, in actual fact, I don’t feel the same. I envy those who are perfectly healthy and not scarred for life where they get to do whatever they want and wear whatever they want and also be so ahead in life. My dreams of continuing my law studies and work my way to be a Public Prosecutor has been drained out like all the blood that has been sucked out of me.
Now i’m working towards being a teacher. I hope that the teaching profession would welcome me. Even though it’’s not my first option as a career, it’d have to do as the first option has been snuffed out. All i can do now is try to stay this way and work to repay my parents especially my mum for all that they’ve done and sacrificed for me.
Relationships for me are limited to friends and family members. Others don’t matter. People have been asking me ” Don’t you want to get married?” Well, to tell you the truth, that is not going ti happen, even if it is rhetorical question. My aim is just to make money. And besides, like i said before. Which guy in the right mind would fall for a girl so imperfect and full of burdens? I know if i’m a guy, i’d find other options. I’ve never been truly in the thing you call love so i shan’t comment.
