Okay.

Had school today. The usual stuff..Ladidadida.

Haha.

Kinda screwed my part for the IP law presentation. Could sense unhappiness. Saw Nisa in school today. Apparently she’s repeating a semester.

My conveyancing law group mates are like fretting about being dateless on Valentine’s Day. HA. Bloody HA. That is just so.. i dunno..seeing that some people have been dateless on Valentines for a long time and some their entire life. No date will die meh? Though some may deny it, they actually feel sad. Actually, i can’t comment on this as my love life is practically non-existent.People keep on saying to me” when you get married…” The question is will i ever? Maybe before i became the hypermarket for medical problems, i could contemplate getting married. Now even the thought of it is a joke. Why? You must be seriously dumb to ask me that.

Let me ask you.

Which guy would want a wife or a girlfriend for that matter that is like a time bomb that can go *Poof anytime?Also a wife who most prolly can’t havekids? And which mother would want their son to be in love with a girl that is so mahuan?

Hahaha.

Just being whiny.

Don’t mind me.

“Crush On You”

[Chorus]
I wish upon a star
Wanna be right where you are
You set my world on fire
Babe I got a crush on you
I wish upon a star
Can’t you see how right we are
We should be together
Babe I got a crush on you

I used to turn around and walk away
Never stopped to play
Cause there was no attraction

But in my heart you start to grow on me
Kind of suddenly
So now I’ve changed direction

Knowing it might seems strange
Love came over me
Feeling the luck has changed
Do you want me, like I want you?

[Chorus]

In this cold world, where dreams are few
Baby, I want you
Is it to much to ask for?

I’ll take you places where you never been
If you just give in
So babe, it’s now or never

Knowing it might seems strange…
Love came over me
Feeling the luck has changed
Do you want me, like I want you?

[Chorus]

Me and you, you and me. Living a life in harmony
It’s magic (magic) babe I’ve got a crush on you

So if you feel the way I do
Would you fancy to
To take a ride beside me?

[Chorus]

Haha..

Contrary to what the title says, No i do not have two jobs. I’m just not doing what i’m supposed to be doing which is my part for the IP Law project. I’m just not in the mood okay. I hate school and everything that goes with it.

I actually miss the people whom i used to go to school with. Nadiah, Wenyi, Ibrahim, Ernita, Lily,Shaz,Nadirah…Sighz~ I even miss the iritants like Benson. Haha. having irritants is better than having people constantly judging you.

Was with Trena on Fri. Went to school  to do my caveat(finally found out how to print the goddamn thing) Then went to sgh to buy meds then headed over to her place. We talked quite a bit. Haha. Never realized that we could talk so much. I guess as we grow older we tend to stick to the same circle of friends and thus able to open up more. This also makes us closer and further from others. Due to our similarness(no such word i know but what the heck),other people may just find us weird. We are used to each other’s childishness that we tend to act the same way around other people who are not like us. Well, at least we don’t pretend. We are childish and proud of it.

All of us are turning 21 this year but we still act like 12 year olds when we are together. If any of us gets married anytime soon, it’d be so surreal. Some of us have never even had a single bf our entire waking life.But let it take it’s course. Let’s not force it.No matter what we have each other right girls?I know i’m right.

Love does not begin and end the way we seem to think it does. Love is a battle, love is a war; love is a growing up.
~James A. Baldwin

Ok.School Really sucks when you have got no friends.

Trust me.

People keep telling me to make friends and that it should be easy for me as i’m such a loud mouth.

Oh Boy!How bloody wrong they are.

Maybe it’s the age difference or maybe it’s just because i didn’t know them from the start of time. Anyhoo.

I don’t give a crap about them as i know who my real friends are.

Was bored and surfing the DOND webbie. The much anticipated hunks are like ~Bluek.

Gross! Are sure they are hunks?!!! The models look like trannies and the hunks look like garbage. eew.

Silences make the real conversations between friends. Not the saying but the never needing to say is what counts.
-Margaret Lee Runbeck

WordPress is so much nicer than blogger. Soi’m here. The blogger acct shall be left to rot. again.Haha.

Ok.. I’m supposed to be finishing the drafting of my TWP project(That’s Trusts, Wills and Probate for you). Argh!! The deadline’s tomorrow. But..I’m not done yet as i’m so not in the mood.Actually, i’m not in the mood for school at all. I guess the absence of friends is part of the reason but then that’s just an excuse i guess. Initially, the interest was there but after the prolonged “holiday” of almost 2 years away from school, i guess the interest just dissipated into thin air. Now, school is more of a torture than a learning experience. I’m just doing it for the sake of a diploma and not because i want to pursue a career in this line.

Eeee.. I just remembered that i have a conveyancing re-test tmr and i have not re-done my caveat and instrument for transfer as even though i did it already, but due to the usual dumb me, i didn’t save it the right way and now i can’t print it. Awesome right?